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im still alive lol but i dont got time to write much right now or get back to my emails, lets see my 2 best friends, the olive garden, Sangria. you get the point

its my new ecrack for real lol i beez there for days with my buddies

hurts think im gonna go meet with my trainer tomorrow after work and go back to the chiropractor. not much for updates, just loving plurk right now and BLAH @ being water logged from swimming

Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I shall have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it, even if I may not have it at the beginning.

~ Mahatma Gandhi

So yea I really dont kno where to begin haha I have sucked at updates for the past 2 weeks or so, but let me give you the rundown on everything. SO UMMMMM COMPLETELY RANDOM FOR A SECOND BUT HOW MANY OF U USE WORDPRESS STATS. I love it and would recommend it to anyone, shows you what links your visistors clicked but also what google searches lead random people to your website.  First I pretty much almost lost my job because my bosses wife is a bitch, who loves to come into the office and try and run shit, and i do what i do my own way always have, my boss just lets me get my work done without bothering me, but the day she  came in i was havin personal  issues and sorta told her to flake off and leave me alone and let me finish my work. However i talked to my boss and I still have my job until I start school. Okay so first it was work, Then my relationship and I will be the first to admit nine times out of ten it is my fault. Im scared to death of being in love because of the shit I been through and the way my parents are, I seriously fear turning out like my mom I am lucky that my man is still by my side and still wants to love me for the rest of my life, and if ur reading this babe i love u . Okay onto the next bullshit thing that happen and yea you like how i skipped over what happen with me and my main squeeze lol, a girls gotta keep something private.

Okay so as you can tell my computer decided to crash on me, I fucking lost everything, photos of me and my man, software, website files and most of my portfolio. I mean I knew my computer had something wrong with it and I was waiting for a friend to email me back after disecting my hijack this log and somehow my laptop shut off during the night and when I went to turn it back on in the morning it wouldnt boot, in safe mode or any thing, I tried everything I could and just couldnt do shit about it so its not like I had time to backup my files and shit like I normally do when I reformat my hard drive, which sucks but fuckit noting to stress about lol even Leo was like babe im suprised ur not all pissed off bout your computer, I was in such a good mood because of him not even that pissed me off haha.

OKAY I think im done with updates for awhile, Im tired, bored and watching without a paddle, fucking love it LMAO.  and ummmm switched the twitter plugin for a plurk one cuz i ♥ plurk haha. Im a nerd im currently reading 100 simple secrets to happy people. Yea im a nerd, tend to read alot of self help book, books about life and what people have been through.