I am never one to talk about the actions of others much anymore; however, I do believe that people always get what they deserve, and karma can be a bitch. I guess in a way, I have dealt with karma coming to get my ass over the past year. I realize, now more then ever, how irrelevant all that really is. How much all the drama, the bullshit, the lies, (both on my part as well as others) and the games really do not matter any more. When you find that one person, who makes you wanna be better, all of a sudden you forget about all the shit that once made your world go round. People can talk shit about me all they want to for the choices I made in the past, hell I know most people still are talking about me but its also those people who have never really talked to me directly or said more then a few bullshit words to me at all. It still amazes me how things can change so fast, while things always seem to go from bad to worse to good. I choose to smile, look past all the bullshit and dedicate myself to my love, my life and my family and friends because I never know when I will not be here to wake up to the love of my life, my parents, my sister and the rest of the people who mean the world to me. I realize now that Drama is just that, people are fake, people will talk shit, regardless of the fact that 9 times out of 10 they do not have a valid reason to talk. There comes a point when you have to move past all the bullshit, move on from the way you once were, and leave behind people who use to mean something to you. As hard as that is to do, deep down you always know its for the better. Life is not a fucking game, regardless of how much you play it.