Hey Everyone, Just wanted to say I hope everyone’s week is off to a great start. My monday was sluggish, Iopted to lay in bed for a few more hours instead of going to my Child Development class, then I made it to my Human Development class but I ended up leaving like 20 minutes early, for some reason it was just one of those days where I did not feel like being in class. I came home for like 30 minutes and ended up driving to anthonys house to wait for him to  get home from school; however, I took a flexeril because my back was hurting a bit and it knocked me the fuck out for like 5 hours. I just could not wake up and when he finallydid come home  he chose to let me sleep because I looked like I needed it haha. I was a little upset tho because  I only got to spend like 30 minutes with him before he went to work and so sweet he came home with  a baby golden retriever,   he is so cute,  cuddle and likes to sleep a lot haha specially when anthonys not here and he can cuddle with me until dad gets back haha, speaking of anthony he says babe the dog stays at my house haha im like okay cool. So I spent the night doing some homework, watching tv, cleaning his room and just being all around lazy messing around online as I did the previous night, both resulting in me shopping online and I swear I found the cutest lil (liz says its littler then it looks) skirt from fredricks and a few things from vs. I used the gift certs my sister got me for vs and just charged the skirt and the other thing  Igot lol. I still have like 5-6 gift cards leftover from my birthday to use and I think since its only getting colder now would be a great time to go shopping for some sweaters and scarfs haha. Anyways I have a million things to do today starting with taking a nap to make up for the lack of sleep lastnight then working on the final revisions to my psych analysis. Yeay lol. Ciao Lovas <3

Man for some reason I just dont blog much anymore haha and when I do its so few and far between lately that now they are long as post every couple of weeks haha. So to keep thing short…….. I had a really great weekend with my family and anthony. I wanted to go up to tahoe today for a few hours but anthony had to work late and I wanted to watch sunday night football……..and as for yesterday the football game was good; however, my school lost and sac city college goes on to the championships man I have become such a pic whore lately its just ridiculous. I had some good pics from the football game on my cell phone but my cell phone got bumped off the bed on accidentley and ironically landed in a cup of koolaid i had sitting on the floor, thanks to poochie getting to hyper lol i ran downstairs and left her on my bed lol came back 5 minutes later and it was in the cup, so unless it drys out no pics haha but i did stick it in a bag of rice and it seems to be working, it will turn on and the screen looks fine but i gotta leave it in there for a few days….. we were sitting with my academic adviser watching the game and she took some good pics of me and him that i cant wait to see. Yesterday was the best day I have had in a long time, Since we didnt have nothing to do in the morning we really laid around in bed and just snuggled bein goofy and watching a movie until around 1130 it was so nice. So I did have a lot to right about but I am drawing a blank right now, but hey I am still working on those projects and might be working on a third one with the olivia that will give all of you something to do. Si this week i am going to be swamped in school, I have my second interview due in my psych class on wed that i still have to finish up, I got the analysis done and have to go ask niecy the questions again. ugh my bodys so sore :( anyways i gotta shower before ant gets here so have a great night, hope everyone had a great weekend, mine was over all good the ony downfall i can see is the fact that i lost my f iD in my friends car, well i hope thats where i lost it haha…… Ciao!!!!!!!!!!

[[INSERT RANT]] I have been bombarded with so many fake people lately and it is fucking driving me nuts, fake ass bitches who can appear to be nice but then act like they are better then you, talk shit behind your back and so on and so forth. Im sick of it and am slowly but surely cutting those dumb ass people out of my fucking life, I have been holding my tongue on so many things lately but dont let it fool you thats not who i am im a bitch i know it and u kno what i dont take no shit from no one, I was being nice because leo wanted me too, but fuck it you kno when i let people do things that i dont like i feel like a fucking door mat and thats not who i am. I am working on being a better person, working on having more patience and so on and so forth. Full warning ou never know, if you try and act shady with me or do things i consider fucked up or two faced i will fucking tell your fake ass to move the fuck around!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Yes I do realize its still November, AND yes I do realize that Christmas is over a MONTH away; however, winter and this time of year is my favorite, so guess what I guess I will have a layout up longer then a month haha, well at least until after christmas. Okay new layout, added some things and took some things from my sidebar, have edited a few pages and plan to finish the rest sometime this weekend.I am still trying to get my smilies to work properly in my admin panel and for some reason I am still having no luck with that, so if anyone knows of any good plugins besides WP GRINS please let me know. I am also working on 2 more sites, doing some thing with the Hosting Domain , as well as my online portfolio, which I am not gonna plug until I have it finished. I do plan on setting some time aside tomorrow to get back to my lovlies who have commented me lately or emailed me, yea things have just been that blah lately……….

So as of right now I guess you could say I really do not have much that I feel like talking about. I went up to Tahoe on Sunday night with my sister, her boyfriend, Anthony, myself and a few other people, and yes while there are other pictures to show I choose to post this one haha. Speaking of Anthony he has been so great lately, so supportive of me and has just been there for me 100% no matter what time it is. I have been at his house for the past 4 days because I just did not want to be alone. I have not had much energy to do anything lately, but am starting to feel a lil better and no I am not complaining or saying how bad my life is, but hey we all have our moments. Just knowing that he was sleeping next to me really helped me sleep for the past few days and keep the nightmares at bay. It is kind of weird to think about him and all of a sudden being there for me considering how strained things have been between us over the past year, but like he told me we were friends before we became lovers and we will be friends after, just one of those things that take some time. Spending time with him has been nice, I find myself thinking more and more about him when he is at work and im at his house waiting for him to get home lol. Who knows, HISTORY SOMETIMES REPEATS ITS SELF. I guess this all comes with me growing up a lot lately, not really growing up, so much as, changing into the type of person I want to be. More and more lately, I find myself distancing myself from people I thought were my friends and I just, straight up, can not stand them and have cut ties with a few people lately. As for me and Leo, things may not always work out how you plan, and who knows what the future holds, but I guess I have to learn how to let him go, just as much as he has to learn  to let me go, and let me tell you, it is easier said then done, going from having the greatest person you know in your life on the daily basis, to not having them in it at all is a hard thing to do. But deep down I feel that is the right thing for me right now, and he understands that too. Although, I still have my fingers crossed that he gets that job training marines down in CP  in san diego because if not he will be going BACK TO IRAQ, and honestly I dont think I can take that, Im not as strong as my sister, I dont know how she has done with her and frankie, I only hope if he does go that I can learn to be strong like her and be there for him the best way I can……… ughhhhhhh okay time to go, anthonys getting off work and I think im gonna bring him some food :P i hope everyone is doing good and having a great week……….Think im gonna see if anthony wants to go hiking tomorrow :) I need some excersize haha………. and I dont think the gym is gonna cut it; althogh getting H & N might….(yea lol i can see it now) randi the naughty lil minx…….  haha okay I kid lol imma and that name is already by someone near and dear to me lately